bonkers.nuts.psycho.crazy.insane.ridiculous. above and beyond and around and under all those things.

i know they have to accept me when i am doing things like this. they have no other choice.
but seriously.


i felt like this ^^^^^

this weekend was NUTS, i tell you. in wonderful ways and ways i'd rather not return to and ways i was completely not expecting and in ways i am totally unsure how to feel about and all very exhausting, but very magnificent.

and then i felt like this, five seconds later.